Boy am I in a world of Confusion now
HI Moulin thanks for the reply… Now the plot thicken …Oh and before i forget I am so happy for you that the Prom was great!!!
Okay here I go with my strange thoughts and week-end here lol. This past Sunday was date number 3 with this new fellow. Now I am completely baffled and confused, which is something I do not get very often. This date was set up earlier in the weekstarted out I was going to stay at his place however I sort of chickened out as there would be little privacy for us there. Not much here either but at least we can sneak away to go and talk. He rode his 72 Harley Sportser out for the week-end to see me, So we snuck away as often as possible for a ride on the Harley. Sunday we were gone for a few hrs as I needed to be home in time for daughter to go to work and to babysit my grandson. But heck was my first ride on a Harley and I loved it. We spent the afternoon just hanging around the house playing with the baby and watching the tv and talking to my mom online. Daughter got home from work around midnight from work and she and baby went to bed so my fella and I could talk more and do a little smooching lol. He finally fell asleep around 4 a.m on my twin size bed rotfl. So I made a bed out of pillows and crashed on the floor.
We woke up around 10 Monday morning showered in different bathrooms thank the stars I have 2 bathrooms here and then got dressed and off we went again on his Harley…. Today was 3 hrs riding and getting lost while enjoying each others company. Here is where my confusion comes in though,,,,, I know I have told him that I am thinking with my head and not my heart and I have walls of stone and a protection spell on me to make sure I do not screw up. After spending til we hrs of the morning kissing and talking I was left bewildered. I could love this guy to death in a heart beat but when we kissed there was no sparks there. My mom seems to think this may be because I am protecting myself in everyway possible.Mt tarots, runes and keys all tell me he is the one but yet i fight it…I need to send him an e-mail later telling him we need to slow this down as I am getting very confused and need to make sure I am not jumping the wrong way here. Anyways I need to get some sleep here my meds for pain are kicking in and kicking my butt here. Will finish this later today with a new entry.. Bye for now——- Angel